Below are the 10 most recent journal entries recorded in Alex Renne's LiveJournal:

Thursday, January 17th, 2002
11:47 pm	Please Don't Hate Me Because I'm Trendy Well I saw EVERYONE else doin it so I said "HEY why not?" So I decided to see what kinda drink I was... THEY DON'T LIE! ;-) J/k </a> Which drink are you? (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, January 3rd, 2002
9:50 pm	Hi Ho Hi Ho It's off to School we go! Let me start off by apologizing to all of those whole actually REALLY did enjoy my live journal! LoL It has been almost a month since I last updated and I apologize!!! :'( I'm sorry! Meg, you have no excuse now! LOL I better see a Live Journal of yours! But I don't think I'm gonna write a 12 book series on the past few weeks of my life that I haven't wrote about. So you're just gonna have to make due with the summary! LoL Enjoy! Well So we went back to hell also known as school today! LoL I'm TOTALLY overexaggerating, it's not that bad. But I honestly did not wanna go and I'm sure I'm not alone in that decision. I think I'm more bitter about the fact that we went back on a THURSDAY! I mean really! Who in the hell decides these things? Couldn't they at least given us until Monday? I was all discombobulate (if that's even a word, I don't know but it makes me feel smart by knowing it) because it felt like Monday and I kept on thinkin it was, and I don't know I was gettin all confused! But thank heavens it's not, and tommorow's Friday! But Anywho so I guess I'm gonna tell you about my day first before I start on my break. Well I couldn't sleep last night because I slept all day yesterday. So I was up all night, just figiting and playin with my sister's lap top trying to get the modem to work. When I fell asleep I'm not sure, but I almost cried when I heard that horrible evil contraption the Satin created right after hell called...THE ALARM CLOCK! So that was very depressing. It took me forever to get ready, I just dragged along the floor basically. Then I hate walkin to school from where my ride parks because it's at her grandparents and it's SOOOOOO COLD! I was really excited not having to go through the halls and got to go through the new part, it was really nice! Well the day felt REALLY LONG and I just dragged to each class! I'm tryin to think if anything exciting happened today, but nothin really did. Oh yeah! MY DAYS ARE GOING TO SUCK EVEN MORE NOW!!!! My best friend in the whole entire world who doesn't act like it at some of the times left my lunch today!!!!!!! It's So Very depressing! Because it's like the only class we have together, but NO! With the new building and all he has to go to another lunch! ::sniffle:: I'll live! So after school I went home and fell asleep waitin for Ben to pick me up for Footloose. Footloose was fun, I love practice, now I'm sure like 5,000,000 people are gonna be tellin me how I'm goin to regret sayin that a few weeks before the show, but right now it's lotz of fun! OH yeah besides when Beth and Kristina plot out a PERFECTLY arranged plan of KICKING ME IN THE FACE!!!! Yeah, I'm just sittin there crouched down because my knees hurt from fallin on them so much, well Kristina decides to be a loving friend that she is to me ALL THE TIME and that it would be funny to, HEY PUSH ME DOWN well it so happened to be the time that BETH WAS KICKING! Let's see, Kristina pushes me + Beth Kicking...hmmm I bet you can guess what happened! But that's ok, I guess that shows how much love ya guys have for me! ::sniffle:: :'( Well practice went on but I had no shoes, and my feet hurt sooooo bad! It was good havin John there again! Because he's always fun! After that I came home, did homework, then DECIDED TO WRITE IN THE GOOD 'OL LIVE JOURNAL!!! I'm gonna apologize, I'm rather tired right now and my live Journal's not very exciting! I'm sorry! :-/ Well it's the thought that counts right? ~Anywho~ So on to Christmas BREAK!!!! Well first off let me just tell you BY DECLARING IT WAS WAAAAAAAAY TO SHORT! ::sigh:: What I would do just for a few more days! But that's ok it's supposed to snow on Sunday!!!! YAAAAAAAY!!!!! But yeah, so I hope all of your guys' breaks were SPECTACULAR and not nearly as boring as mine, but I got to sleep which all that matters! Well I really wanna apologize to ALL OF YOU! Because I really dicked you guys over a lot! And I wish I could've spent more time with you than what I did! Maybe if I actually had mature friends that didn't throw a little hissy fit everytime I did stuff with you guys I might have gotten to! But I'm not goin in to that right now! So I hope you guys had A GREAT time over your break along with Christmas and New Years! Mine was alright. Christmas wasn't the best but I don't know why. I really wasn't in the Holiday Spirit this year! I usually am too! But it's been great because all of you who don't know...My sister's been home this whole break and it's just so awesome havin her around again! I love her so much, which Why I HAVE NO IDEA! Because All I do is praise her name, but yet she's still a controlling bitch, but hey I still lover her! Well My New Year's was...Alright I guess. It just gave me one more reason to add to the 5,639 page book of "Why girls are Scandalous" written by...ME! LoL BUt you all know you are, so ya don't gotta lie about it, it's ok I still love ya! Seriously though, I hate girls that are minepulative and lead you on! Why do they do that? Because here's why I bring this up, yes I realize that all of you are probably gettin REALLY sick of me bitch and complain about my girl problems...No name's Mentioned Kristina, but it's just too bad! Because it's my Live Journal! :-D And I'm alloweD! HeHe Anywho...So as I was saying. Well It's rather ironic, because I just got done tellin Digger a few nights before New Year's Eve how awesome things were goin for me with this girl! I told him about how we went ice skatin and spent an awesome night together and it's been like that all week. Well New Year's comes...This is why I don't understand you girls!!! After being with me all week and leadin me on, all this other what not. I promised her like last month I would go to her New YEar's Eve party...well of course HER EX BOYFRIENDS THERE! HA Great! So not only did she IGNORE me all night, but she was ALL OVER HER EX BOYFRIEND which you know just made me feel like a REAL WINNER! So that kinda pissed me off, which I guess I shouldn't be! It's not like we were together, or even about to get together, it's still the fact of the matter I guess! Oh well what can I do? NOTHING! It's times like these I wish I could be a normal guy, and just be a dickhead and not give a shit! Because 90% of guys are like thaT! See I wish I could just blow her off go find another girl and play them or something! It would be so much easier that way! But I'm not! I swear old sayings are always true..."Nice Guys Really DO finish Last" ~Alex (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, December 6th, 2001
12:05 am	We're Loosing him....Wait...No...HE'S ALIVE! Let Me start off this evening by telling you all how good it feels to be back in my online Live Journal world! ::Sigh of releif::! I honestly beleive that I almost went in to Live Journal Withdrawl! It wasn't pretty folks! But Anywho! Don't think I was trying to ignore you guys, but LIVE JOURNAL WAS BEING SO RETARDED!!!!! Grrrrr! I so had everything set up for Sunday! Because I was going to tell you about my Sarah Saga! Then of course IT DIDN'T WORK! IT kept saying "Timeout Rendering" OVER AND OVER! So I said "Screw it!" Then the same with Monday, and TUesday...WEll frankly I came home and died on the chair! So I'm just lettin ya know why you haven't gotten to experience the joy of my journal lately! I know you guys have just been holding your breath and crossing your fingers that weren't on the mouse as you clicked on your friends to see if I updated my live journal, and I feel your disappointment when you didn't see your WHOLE screen fill up and only be 1/4 of the way through the live journal! ::HEHE:: BUT FEAR NOT MY FRIENDS FOR I HAVE RETURNED! WOW and just think about it! I HAVE 3 DAYS TO CATCH UP ON! HA! Hope you have a few hours! LOL I'm gonna cut the crap and not even try to say this one's gonna be short! ENJOY! Well honestly I am gonna summarize my days to make them smaller, no...not because I don't wanna put you threw the missery, but I just have a short termed memory! :-D Anywho, so it looks like the "Sarah Saga" Once again will be post poned (WOW I deffinately have a spell check on that one!) Well Monday, nothin really exciting happened at school, well nothing I could remember, and afterward it was the usual Monday Routine. I went to RIB after school, and we checked out our "Dancing Space" at Berkley for tommorow night! Well let me just tell you, I could move more in a TRUNK than I can in this space! LOL NOt really, but you got the idea! IT doesn't matter though because half of the old people will just see a Big Blue Blab moving around, and they'll still be just as happy and excited! Because they don't care how we sound or look, we still put them in a MERRY mood! :') I love old people! Well besides those old bitter ones that think that all Teenagers are the closest thing to hell on earth! But that's ok! Well afterward we went to...You guess it...WENDY'S to grab a bite to eat before Messiah! WOW words can't describe how much fun I had there! BESIDES PICKING UP SOME "SLOBS" TRASH!!!! No Names mentioned ::cough cough:: Megan, and Beth :: Cough Cough::...Excuse me I've been a little UNDER THE WEATHER! Anywho~ So We had this Dick for cashier! Have you ever heard beth's "Tar-Tar Voice"? Well this guy sounded EXACTLY LIKE IT! When he first spoke, I JUST BURSTED IN TO LAUGHTER! I felt SOOOO BAD! :-[ But Not afterwards because he was a penis! Well the reason he was a penis was because Ben had a Big Blue Card which gives you 20% off, and well Meg used it and handed it back to Ben. And this guy starts GOING OFF! OF course it made it even more funny because of his voice but still. He was like "Excuse me, the discounts ONLY for the person who BOUGHT That card, not for anyone else, so unless you bought the card you can't get the discounT!" Well of course he felt Really dumb after Ben told him that HE WAS PAYING FOR HER! "Wow I felt embarassed for him!"<<LoL Meg! ;-) Yeah so well I upheld my tradition of grabbing at least 30 straws sticking them in my pocket and POPPING 'EM! So of course I ALWAYS draw attention to us, as if we needed anymore after we SING every song that comes on the radio, Act really abnoxious, and well have Beth which is enough said! HEHE Just kiddin Beth BIG LOVE!!!! ::MUAH!:: (See what you've started JUSTYN!) So After me and Meg have our usual "Salt and Sweetner War" I notice that ALL OF MY SRAWS have been knocked over on the ground, so ME being the perfect, inocent, WONDERFUL, "Ambassador of Hamilton" I bent over and tried pickin these straws up, and it was rather funny...HA...because everytime I picked a hanndful up MEGically there was a BRAND NEW pile lieing there where I just picked it up...hmmmm wonder how that happened! Oh yeah...that's right.. MEGAN WOULD DUMP THEM ON THE GROUND! Of course we all expect this coming from Megan her being a street punk ghetto thug and all. So finally I got tired of it, and I WARNED her if she wasn't goin to stop and let me pick it up I was going to get the manager! And guess what she did...SHE DUMPED 'EM ON THE FLOOR ONCE AGAIN! So I gave her a chance to redeem herself. This time I told her SHE had to pick them up or I'll tell the manager. WoW She so didn't pick them up...So she left me no choice. LOL So I walk up and he says "Can I help you?" and I say "As a matter of fact, I'm going to help you! I just want to apologize for my friends RUDENESS and DISGRACEFULNESS that they showed back there. Did You see those 3 girls (By now they have ran out of) They made a mess back there and REFUSED to clean it up, so I just thought I should let you know that, and to keep that in mind the next time they come in!" HEHE I'm SUCH AN ASS!!!! LoL, Oh by the way don't let me go on about how it was ALL Meg because BETH and Kristina Deffinately contributed to the mess! So I ended up cleaning it up and Meg, comes in to help me...LoL...Well of course I have to let EVERYONE know that this is the girl that made the mess! LoL so I YELL "EXCUSE ME SIR! THIS IS HER! THIS IS THE GIRL THAT MADE THE MESS!" And everyone turns and looked! LOL it was funny! At least to me! hehe Anywho... So We went to MEssiah, not goin in to much detail about that becase well...It was Messiah. MOVING ON Tuesday...I FELT LIKE SHIT!!!!! I woke up with My nose IN MY HEAD! I HATE SINUSSES! Hmmmm...would that be Sinei? kinda like penis...Penei? hmmmmm I don't know...deffinately something to keep in mind! Anywho, so I stayed at home for the morning, and well I DEFFINATELY had an Algebra 2 Test, and It would be impossible to make up before break espeically being gone so much with RIB. So I went for that. Also I tried out for The GRRRRRRREATEST song in the world "Shine On Us" and let me just tell you "BLAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!" Doesn't even come CLOSE to how much I sucked ass! Deffinately was disappointed! :'( I want that solo SOOOOOOOO BAD TOO! ::sniffle:: Oh well KRISTINA IS SOOOOOOOOOO AWESOME AT IN ANYWAY, AND IT GIVES ME CHILLS TO LISTEN TO HER SING IT, SO I'M DEFFINATLEY GLAD SHE GETS IT!!!!! But anywho so I came to school. And I'M SOOOOOOO GLAD I DID! Well not because the test because I failed, but on a higher note I GOT TO HELP IN JANET'S SURPRISE!!!!!! YAY!!!!! It was soooooo Awesome! And I'm sure EVERYONE has already said something or told ya, but we surprised Janet with Decorating her house with lights! IT WAS...Well...ugh...UNIQUE! LoL But hey so are we! YEah it deffinately expressed US! LOL VERY RANDOM! Hmmmmmm...Who's personality is random? ummm certainly not mine! Just to give ya an idea...We Had the left bush with Twinkling color lights then the bush next to that was BLINKING on and off, then well the one's on the post just TOTALLY went out! Which let me say WAS NOT ME! Someone stepped on them and pulled the wire out. Then we had a light up candy cane...well...just there. And on the right side we had all Sustained color lights. Then on the walk way we had well ONE side litten up with BIG bulbs and the other...well not. So it was very fun! O yes and we deffinately can't forget how I bought BLIKING BIG BULBS when the rest of them weren't. So we had the odd 4 bulbs blinking, All out of sync may I add! So it was quite fun! And I DEFFINATELY gotta get a BIG thanx to Meg for Forgetting to take me home, LOL, because if she didn't, I wouldn't have gotten to participate in this! Thanx punkin! hehe SO I came home and DIED! Thus...No LIve journal! ~Anywho~ So now we're on to TODAY! I know EXACTLY what you're thinking as you scroll back up to see how much I've ALREADY writtin "HE'S ONLY NOW GETTING TO TODAY!" Well...Quite frankly yes! LOL So today, I still felt like shit, but not as bad. And once again nothin really happened again, BESIDES Sarah walked up to me and said "NOTHING'S THE SAME! IT'S JUST SO WEIRD NOW! WHY IS THAT? NOTHING HAS TO CHANGE! WE CAN JUST GO BACK TO THE WAY IT WAS!" And be proud of me when I said "Ummmm Frankly, NO, IT Can't!" and continued walking! YAY FOR ME! But I felt bad because 4th period, I don't know what happened but she was REALLY lookin sad, and I don't know why I said this but I did. I was like "I was gonna stop by your house last night, (which I wasn't) I was just down the street decorating Janet's house (For all those who are kinda slow, She lives right next to Janet.)" But she SOOOOO READ ME! she responded with "You're so full of shit, you wouldn't have stopped by, but anyway I wasn't home." So I agreed, LOL, not to be mean, but I was like "YEah, You're right, I wasn't gonna stop by, but it's the thought that counts!" And gotta smile out of her! Which kinda makes me feel better! ~Anywho~ So after school we had a BBC Meeting and Megan took me home! I was happy because I saw my mom's car, which meant that she was off. So we spent the night together once again! And we watched "O Brother where aret though!" Hmmmmm words can't even describe this movie! LoL It was good, but weird! It was supposed to be like Homer's "Odyssey", but I don't know I really couldn't pick it up! But It was still a good movie! So after that I worked out for a few hours which I HAVEN'T IN 4 DAYS!!! But I have still been in a good mood, surprisingly, I don't know what's wrong with me! I've been SLACKIN OFF SO MUCH LATELY! I NEED TO GET ON IT! But O well, it felt good tonight! Well Anywho, that concludes my entry! So don't worry you didn't miss much! And I'm hopin I don't get this bad on slackin off again! But Hey, you guys needed a break anyway! LoL Hey I'm a poet and didn't know it! HAHAHAHA...HAHA...Ha...Well anywho, so I'm am retiring for the night! WOW 12:30? I'm gettin to bed EARLY! YAY FOR ME! Anywho, Comment because frankly I LOVE GETTIN 'EM!!!!! :-D LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!! ::MUAH!:: :-* ~Alex Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: ::Tear:: :') GOO GOO DOLLS, "Iris"...BRILLIANT! (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, December 2nd, 2001
2:07 am	Attack of the Cheetah! WoW let me just tell you HOW DUMB I FEEL AFTER TONIGHT! LOL<<<WaIT NO! I will not start it! I promise! I've givin up on trying to write a Short Journal Entry because Frankly, I'm just not capable of it! Considerin that HALF OF MY JOURNAL ENTRY IS ABOUT HOW I'M NOT GONNA WRITE A LONG ONE! BUt anywho, my new Goal is to not SAY "LoL" after EVERY OTHER SENTENCE! WoW did I so just feel like Brett! 4 Diffrent topics in just that! Amazing! ~Anywho~ So I was saying about feeling dumb! Let me just tell you, I felt the decrease of everyone who heard me speak at Applebee's IQ just Plummit! After I made the comment about the Cheetah! WOW Did it so sound funny in my head before I said anything! And another thing I TOtALLY THOUGHT MORE PEOPLE HAVE SEEN THE MOVIE! But no...I just got on for about 5 minutes about this damn line in Road Trip, and how funny it is. Stoppin here and there, and then I finally set it up then BAM! Talk about I kick in the TEETH! I say it and just stand there in the utterness of my own stupidity!!! I just wish someone could've been there before I said anything just to walk up and cover my mouth and say "No...Don't...SAVE YOURSELF! TRUST ME YOU'LL THANK ME LATER!" I so heard the words in my head of Megan saying "WoW...I'm embarassed for him!" I just stood there...like "Well...DO I feel like A Dumbass now!" Thank God another convorsation was QUICKLY started! ALSO I SO WANT TO APOLOGIZE FOR HOW RUDE AND BLUNT I WAS! Wow it so would've been more helpful if I actually thought about this BEFORE I actually spoke!!! Seriously, I'm sorry for using that language, and just...putting it in to that manner! And you know what makes me even more mad at myself...WHAT THE HELL WERE WE EVEN TALKING ABOUT TO MAKE ME BRING THAT UP!?!? Oh well I just hope all of you that were there don't think I am offically the DUMBEST person alive!!! Wow And let me add that I have been sittin here for like 4 minutes becdause I so lost my train of though, because I had a lot more to say about this situmagation, but I'm not even gonna try to sit here and think of it any longer so...MOVING ON. I just thought I should share this with everyone, and let you know YES I did realize how Big of an ass I made out of myself! LoL Actually I'm not actually moving on, I'm moving backward because that was one of the last things that happened before I came home, I'm not starting with the place I like to call HELL! So I had to be in work at 8:00 and well I don't think I've clocked in before 8:05 in a year and a half! But, they're too Evil to fire me! Instead they'll just make me SUFFER by putting me on the schedule everyweek! I'm tellin you...this is literally the closest thing you will ever come to HELL! Why do I still work there you ask? BECAUSE FRANKLY, I'M A POOR KID! So work was boring, besides the fact that I totally sliced my thumb off on God knows what! Honestly I have NO idea what cut me! But I'm racking the dishes, and HEY there's blood over them, I didn't even FEEL It! So I look down and What do ya know my thumb's covered in blood. So I clean it out and stuff and put a band-aid on it. AND NOT EVEN AN HOUR LATER I HAD TO SWITCH BAND-AIDS BECAUSE THIS ONE WAS ALREADY SOAKED IN BLOOD! Yes it is rather repulsive, but I couldn't help it. So worked sucked, but when does it not? Well I came home and of course FOOTBALL WAS ON! WOW what a surprise! Well my brother's obsessed, but luckily he's asleep on the couch! So I'm like "HAHA, I can turn it with out hearing his mouth!" And I have no idea how in the hell he did this! But he did not move when I came in, the phone was ringing, my dog was goin insane chasing my cat, and my mom was running around trying to get ready for work, well I change the channel, I'm talkin about not even 2.5 seconds after I hit the button his head pops up and says "What the hell do you think you're doing?" So that enough amazed me, so I let him watch it. And plus, I like football, I enjoy watching it just not 24/freakin 7! So we watched Miami Terminate...CRAP, I SO JUST FORGOT WHO THE PLAYED! Oh well not important. Anywho so I changed the channel after we got bored, and watched this show about all these Religious theories and WEIRD stuff! I don't know it's hard to explain! They were talkin about The Bible Code and how it predicted the Oklahoma City Bombing, and how it EVEN TOLD THE NAME OF THE MAN RESPONSIBLE, Timothy McVeigh, AND THE YEAR, DAY, AND HOUR OF WHEN IT HAPPENED!!!!!!!! CRAZYNESS! They were also talkin about how it predicted the horrible fires in California in 1994! I mean It was just so crazy! BEcause one thing, WHO IN THE WORLD WOULD EVEN THINK OF THAT? Honestly, it's freaky, how could someone think of something so...unbeleiveable, and then find out that IT WORKS! It's just too freaky! I...I just can't express in words the feelings it gives me when I think about it! I mean really, this guy invented a computer program to track down letters in certain patterns and EVEN PUT THESE LETTERS TOGETHER TO FORM PREDICTIONS! I mean could it possibly be just a cooincidence? I'm sorry, it blows my mind! And if that's not enough, they were also tlakin about how in the Book of Ezekiel, Ezekiel had a dream that he encountered a strange being like no other. And he describes it, like it has Four legs made out of a material that was stronger than stone and lighter than wood, which was metal, and when it landed it had firey smoke and all this other stuff, but anywho, this Professional Engineer who worked for Nasa took these descriptions and the descriptions turned out to be this like...Spaceship of some sort! But NONE of these even compare to the one that totally...SCARED ME! It was talking about the thoery of Jesus NOT DIEING on the cross! Actually serviving and having a wife and kids! I just DIDN'T WANNA EVEN LISTEN TO IT! But I was so intrigued that I couldn't help but just watch in horror. It's kinda like how they tried to say the moon landing was fake! It's like YOU know for a fact that it's true, but there giving all these facts to support they're answer! It just makes you uncertain! Anywho, but that's how it was with this! It was talking about how this priest someone found like these scrolls or something that was DEEPLY hidden in this temple which is like one of the few original ones and it was writtin in code. Yeah, well he pays this guy to decipher (spell check) this code, and well it turns out to be something about Jesus, still being alive and how it must remain a secret for if it got out the king would kill him or somethin I don't know, LoL no matter how much intrigued I was I started to fall asleep! And i was so mad at myself because I wanted to watch this one SOOOOO BAD! I missed A LOT but it was still Freaky, just thinkin about it! I mean really! Just think about the chaos if someone found proof of Jesus NOT dieing on the cross! It would go against everything said in the Bible! If he didn't die on the cross, then he didn't reserect! AND I AHHHHHHHH IT JUST GOT ME THINKING ABOUT SO MANY THINGS! WHAT WOULD I WORLD BE LIKE WITH NO CHRISTIANITY? AND EVEN WORSE! WHAT WOULD I WORLD BE LIKE IF THERE WAS CHRISTIANITY AND ALONG CAME SCIENTIFIC PROOF WHICH SAID EVERYTHING, I PERSONALLY HAVE BELEIVED ALONG WITH MILLIONS ALL MY LIFE, WAS A FRAUD!!!!!! Can you think about the chaos? WOW! Our wold deffinately doesn't need that! But IT DOESN'T MATTER BECAUSE KNOW FOR A FACT NO MATTER HOW MUCH SCIENTIFIC PROOF IS SHOWN OR WHATEVER, THAT JESUS CHRIST IS OUR PERSONALY SAVIOR AND HE DID DIE ON THE CROSS FOR OUR SINS! Sorry for all that, it's just some food for thought! But I so wish that would be on again, it just seriously scared me! ~Anywho~ So I did fall asleep eventually, and I SO said "Anthony I keep dozing off, if I fall asleep MAKE SURE I'm up by 5:00!" Well of course I fell asleep, and I wake up to my brother saying "It's your ride!" as I look at the clock saying 5:20! So I jump up and run in to my room strip all the clothing off my body, wrap a towel around me, and he comes in and says "ugh dude, she's on the phone!" So THAT WAS DEFFINATELY A RELEIF, but still! So I told her what happened and she went and got Kristina's gift before she picked me up so I would have time to get ready! So we go to Kristina's surprise party, and Had a blast. I'm not really gonna go in to detail because most of who reads this were there. But let me just say, Justyn, You're BRILLIANT! LOL You are the man! But anywho, so we all did Karaoke and danced, and ate, and just had a blast! It was great because I got to see digger, and Shavey, and Tyler and All the rest of the fun Fairfield kids that I don't get to see during the week! And that always makes it more fun! :-D Yes, but last night we went home WAY too early, so we made sure we didnt' make that mistake TWICE in a row! So we went to the Bee's! I deffinately had the best time at Bee's, well that was until I made an complete FOOL of myself! But that's besides the point! Honestly! I always have fun, but tonight was deffinately exceptionally fun! I mean usually we have SOOOO many people that there's like 20 conversations goin on at once, but there was just the right ammount of poeple! Because even though there was still 20 conversations goin on at once you could but in to each because we were all closer. I'M SOOOOOOO NOT SAYING THAT I DON'T LIKE IT WHEN EVERYONE'S THERE, because the more the marrier! But this was just fun! Anywho so we were at Applebee's and we're all just sittin there talkin when Rhonda says to Digger "WoW, you so have a spider on you!" (Well not sure if that's EXACTLY what she said, but still, relatively close) and of course EVERYONE jumps like 20 feet out of there seat and especially digger he flings it on the floor and just runs around like it's still on him! LoL FUNNY! Well I am so giving this spider props because it has to be THE fastest spider I have ever seen in my whole entire life! BECAUSE I swear not even 2.5 seconds after he flung this spider on the ground IT IS ON MY FACE! Well I really could care less because I'm not scared of spiders...LIKE SOME PEOPLE! I was like "Wow this spider is so crawling on my face! And no one beleives me, so it started to feel weird so I just had to fling it off, OMG! LOL I think I saw Megan JUMP OVER RHONDA! honestly! I mean it was as if she was trying to climb upon Rhonda's head so she could be as far away from it as possible! Poor Spider! Probably was scared Shit-less! So I'm crackin up, and Just for RHONDA'S SAKE, Because I Megan was killin her, I killed the spider and wrapped it up in a napkin! BUt it was just funny! Also, let me tell you what! If I am ever in a bad mood the FIRST person I am calling it Deffinately BRETT SANDLIN! WOW I cannot tell you how much I love this guy! He CRACKS ME UP!!!!! He tells the funniest stories, just by how he tells them! AND I LOVE HIS ACCENT, or whatever you wanna call it! How he says words! WOW! I just love it! I don't think anyone has made me laugh so hard! And I feel so bad, because I'm afraid he thinks I'm laughin at him, but I so AM NOT! he just cracks me up! Also how he can probably fit at least 9 subjects in ONE story! And THEY ALWAYS LINK WITH EACHOTHER! LoL IT's great! He could start with the president and end with Lethhhhbians playin pool! LoL I love you Brett! WoW it deffinately is 3:30! I can already tell how much fun I'm gonna have at work tommorow! Lucky ME!!!!! Well I'm pretty sure this tops ALL Of mine, but yet I might be wrong! I still had some more stuff, but it's not that important! I HAD A GREAT TIME WITH ALL OF YOU TONIGHT! ::MUAH!:: :-* Sorry once again for all those who had to put up with the suffering and agony of my stupidity tonight! LOVE YA GUYS! WoW I wish I could think of something creative or funny to say like I have in the past, but...I can't So you're just gonna have to be satisfied with a simple GOODNIGHT! ~Alex Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: If you condsider the rythmic patterns of my mom's Snoores... 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Saturday, December 1st, 2001
1:22 am	Wicked Wanda! LOL Now I'm sure all of you are wondering "What the hell is up with the title?", well all we come in due time... So Anywho today was a pretty good day! And let me tell you how happy I was when I was goin through my clothes And found my "ROCK THE MULLET SHIRT!" OH yes, I was very pleased!!!!!<<sorry Gabs! LOL Anywho So I got to wear my Mullet shirt which that alone would make my day, but there were some other things too. Well I started thinkin today during Jazz Band whether or not I wanna keep that class, because yeah it's really fun and stuff, but frankly it's really screwin up my schedule! I'm gettin dicked out of one of my AP classes and had to drop computer programming, which I WANT TO DO SOOOOOO BAD! But I'm so in love with music, it woudl be so hard to just drop it! But Oh well, I probably won't, but let me know what you guys think! ~Anywho~ Well once again things with Sarah were weird! Yes, I know I told you that I was gonna tell you all about her, but i'm REALLY tired right now, and I have to get up at 7 to go to work! In fact...I know this might be shocking but...I Might cut this entry short! BUt you never know, it'll still probably end up being long one way or another, oh well. So today I kinda blew her off, we were in lunch and we were talkin, AND I DON'T KNOW WHY she still flirts with me physically! She was all grabbing my arm and like takin the tips of fingernails and rubbing it down my arm which she knows ALWAYS gives me chills, so Sarah Below walked up and I started talkin to her instead of Sarah Cook. Which I guess pissed her off, but oh well I don't care! LoL Real Quick let me tell you how much Black people crack me up! I'm not being racist, but I'm talkin about "black WANNA-BE Thugs". I know a very big WANNA-BE, LoL his name is Marcus Rollen! LoL I KNOW for a fact Ms. Manley is familiar with him! (Remember Arsenic Tryouts?) LOL But yeah, he was all tryin to hit on Sarah B. and he was just makin a complete ASS of himself! Sayin all this stuff, and I don't know, it was just funny! HAHAHAHA HA HA..HA...whew, well at least I thought it was funny, must be one of those "had to be there" Situmagations, but o well. So I felt bad because I promised my friend Beth that I would sit with her today! And well I kinda didn't tell Sarah until we were walkin back to the table and I made a sharp turn and was like "Oh yeah, by the way I'm sittin with Beth today!" Now I know you're thinkin I'm bein a REALLY big dick, but seriously wait until you Read the WHOLE story between me and her! But I honestly wasn't trying to be! But I just didn't really wanna hear another convorsation about her Boyfriend and her! GRRRRR ~Anywho~ It was nice sittin with Beth! It made me realize how much I missed her! :') We talked for awhile, and things aren't EXACTLY the same, but we're startin to talk more often! DON'T YOU HATE IT WHEN YOUR FRIENDS GO ALL SCANDALOUS ON YOU WHEN YOU GET A BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND! Well that's kinda how she has been! But it was nice! WOW I just scrolled up and I already have a freakin novel, so I'm gonna jump straight to the MAIN highlights of my day. So TODAY was really weird because I was worried about tonight! Well first thing I REALLY wanted to go to the Basketball Game but of course that requires Money and Money is something I have VERY LITTLE OF! So I couldn't do that! Also I was gonna go to Eclipse for my friend's birthday, but once again I'M BROKE!!!! So I was talkin in RIB today and said I wasn't gonna do anything tonight, so Mandy asked if I wanted to do something, well thoughtlessly I said "yeah, sure!" . Well the only reason I say thoughtlessly, is because I didn't even think about the situation I was puttin myself in! Because well I've been plenty of situations where it looks like I'm tryin to mess with guys' g/fs or RECENT x-g/f's and well Frankly even though it's nothin like that with me and Mandy, it doesn't change the fact that she has recently had a boyfriend. And let me tell you I have a SCAR about my left eye from some dick head who punched me FROM BEHIND MAY I ADD, because I was walkin with his girl! Ahhhhhh I hate jealous boyfriends! But anywho, so I just didn't wanna get in the position with Mandy where I felt that way, even though I knew that it wasn't anything more than friends, and She knew there wasn't anything more than friends, I just didn't want the whole DRAMA to start! So I told Mandy that, and she insisted that we still did something, so I finally gave in. Well soon enough after I get off the phone with Mandy, Brett calls me and asks me if I want to go with him, Meg, and Minkus to Metamora. I told him about my situation with Mandy and he understood. So well I was talkin to Meg and she was like "Why don't you bring Mandy along" which was Brilliant! Because I still got to do somethin with Mandy and I got to go with Brett and them! Well let me just start off by telling Ben T., I'M SO SORRY I DOUBTED YOU! YOU WERE 100% RIGHT! And YES Megan Demoret I am talkin about you! There's only one word that summarizes Megan towards me tonight..."OUCH!" Because that is all I could say after every comment that came out of her mouth! Of course even looking past THE CD BEING THROWN AT ME! AND HIT WIHT HER GLOVES AND SCARF! O yeah! That's the kinda love she showed me! :'( And it makes me sad becaues I used to tell Ben how she was ALWAYS so Nice to me, and how she's never a smart ass with me...WOW WAS I EVER WRONG! LOL I still love you Meg, even though you have no love for me! Anywho, But no, Ben said "yeah well that's how she is for the first few weeks then BAM she's meaner than ever!" And he could not be anymore RIGHT! I just did not EVEN SPEAK because i knew there would be some way she could respond EVILLY! So I was VERY quiet the whole ride over there! LOL By the way We went through Pelestine! We also saw Big Ben, isn't that right Minkus? LoL So anywho, we get there and it's really pretty, BUT COLD! And there's not really too much to say about there. We mainly just went in and out of shops looking, and seein all the stuff they had. Oh yeah besides when I stole a bow from "Bubba's House". And I wore it for awhile. All the little stores were nice, they all were warm and smelled REALLLY good! I was all worried my clumbsy ass would break something, but luckly I didn't! Because trust me, I WOULD NOT HEAR THE LAST OF IT IF I DID! Well we were in one store when we heard a Chortette (spell check), and they were really good! So we finally decided to go eat! Not to much that happened in there, besides O YEAH MEGAN BASHING ME SOME MORE! Yeah and of course, I got a salty shower, but I think it's impossible for Megan to go anywhere where there's a salt shaker and not pour half of it on someone! So after we ate we decided that we wanted to go on a CARRIAGE RIDE! And this is where the fun came in! LoL, well first I had to ride in the front with this REALLY hairy scary guy, but it's gravy because they paid for my ride, and I was plannin on waiting for them, so I wasn't complainin. Well the horse's name turned out to be....WICKED WANDA! LoL I just that was hilarious! And we all thought of putting that as our Subject for LJ, but I was the only one who did...I think. Well we're bumpin along the roads, and we're checkin out all the shops when we notice a little picture house. So we look in and there's people gettin pictures, and it just so happened to be 2 guys, And then I suddenly hear "Awwww......EWWWWWW!!!!" Well apperently the two Guys, well they kinda started makin out! And this Hairy carriage driver was OBVIOUSLY offended and he was like "OMG that's so GROSS!" yeah, well this is where brett got scared! SO it was the funniest thing, Well not at the time because Frankly I missed the whole damn thing and was LOST!!!! But they filled me in later on after we got on, but anywho, so Brett lowers his voice to sound all macho, because this driver was so offended by these two guys kissing! I felt bad for Brett, but he shouldn't have worried! Well of course we're trottin a long the paths then we just stop. And we're all just sittin there in wonder like "hmmm", Then he turns around and says "He had to take a dump!" So that was VERY lovely which deffinatly made the Carriage ride 20x more fun! LoL Well of course us bein big Show Choir Dorks started Singing J.B.M.C.A. because of the jingle bells on the horse! Well I got a quick glance at the guy drivin and he was rollin his eyes, I found it quite funny! So we finished up the ride, and we decided to go home after that, and we left. WoW I'm so Summarizing this up because I'm fallin asleep! I think I just deleted like 30 leters of jibberish from where my hands have just laid on the same keys! So anywho, once again I had fun with the bunch! And the drive home was, well rather interesting, because I shared my opinion on some certain views! When I got home I ate a bowl Of the BEST CEREAL, FRUITY PEBBLES!!!!! YUMMMMMMM!!!! Then played the guitar for a bit! I finally got online, which brought me to here and this is wrapping up my night! Sorry bout the Novel, and keepin you hangin on the whole Sarah Situmagation! I promise, when I find time I will write out the whole thing, and you'll finally understand what I'm talkin about! Anywho, I'm gettin off here! LOVE YOU ALL, yes even you Meg even though you have no love for me! LoL hehe ::MUAH!:: :-* THANK YOU AND GOODNIGHT!!! (.)(.)-Denied (.)(.)-Denied ( | )-Approved! LoL WILL AND GRACE! ~Alex Current Mood: crushed (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, November 30th, 2001
12:06 am	I PROMISE THIS ONE WILL BE SHORTER!....Well hopefully! Ok I have decided my LIFE GOAL is to write a short Journal Entry! It's plainly see that I have wiped out everyone for the Longest Journal! LoL But I'm not too proud of that! But Anywho, so let's start with My day! (See Rhonda, NEW PARAGRAPH! Just for you! ;-) LoL can't promise how long it will last though!) Well I have figured out what my anti-depressent is! Seriously! I was talkin about it just today! But whenever I'm really depressed or in a bad mood, if I work out I'm usually in a REALLY good mood the next day! And well last night I worked out for like 2 hours, and even though I wasn't in a GREAT mood, I was in a pretty good mood. At least a lot better than yesterday!!! And let me tell you how much I WANT TO SEE "Not Another Teen Movie"!!! Sorry had to throw that in there, just saw the commercial! Anywho as I was sayin...So today went a lot better, BUT I REALLY NEED TO STOP LETTING THIS SARAH GIRL GET TO ME!!! :-/ I so want to tell you the story, but FRANKLY it will honestly be my LONGEST journal entry yet! So I might tell you at the end of this one if I see that I didn't make this one too long, but I'll have to keep this one relatively short, and not go in to EVERY Detail! ::GASP!:: I don't think I'll be able to handle it, but I'll try ~Anywho~ I wasn't plannin on sayin much about this, but let me tell you this man we met today was BRILLIANT! So Janet/Ms. Manley (sorry I haven't gotten your response yet, LoL) was talkin about meeting this guy who's gonna do the Nutcracker at HHS because he needs stage crew help, well NOW I'm not even sure if she was talkin to me, but I was in the room at the time, so I thought she was and I also thought it would be fun to help out. So I stayed after today to meet him, and LET ME TELL YOU this guy not only said "Anywho" but he said "FRANKLY!" I repeat he said "Frankly!" I'm tellin you Meg, Ben T., Me, and Ben S. all of us just snapped are heads and stared with our mouths open! And it was funny, because he though he said something wrong so he quickly changed his wording. And yes let me add, that I know "Frankly" isn't my word or anything, neither is "Brilliant", but what can I say I absolutely adore BOTH Of those words, so I stole 'em too! But anywho, I just thought I'd tell you that I thought it was amazing that those words exisited beyond "Us"! O man Third paragraph in a row! I'M ON A ROLE! So after that I came home and spent 3 HOURS ON HERE TRYING TO READ JOURNAL ENTRIES!!! I swear I have so much trouble with this stupid site! But then again I was the dumbass who kept REPEATINGLY Trying to click on the SAME exact link time afer time, even though I got the same response each time I did it! So I originally planned to go to a Badin Performance with Ben, Meg, Rhonda, and I'm not sure who else, but appearently that got cancelled so we decided to just go to Meg's. Well I had to go to this stupid AP Class Meeting, which I fell asleep in at least 6 times, so I really can't tell ya too much about it because frankly I don't know too much myself. Anywho so Me, Ben S., Justyn, Rhonda, and Brett all went to Meg's and well considering, I have NEVER watched a FULL episode of Will and Grace, we all watched Will and Grace. And yes, it is a funny show, thank you for making me watch it! Just to let you guys know you were right! ;-) Anywho yeah so we just watched TV and had normal discussions like we usual do, well normal really wouldn't be the word, but it's normal for us. Of course you'd be surprised how many people could fit on a CROUTON! LOL This is why I love you Brett! I so need to put up Christmas decorations! Let me tell you, Megan's bathroom is more Festive than MY WHOLE HOUSE! Yeah...it's sad. But then again I don't know too many bathroom's that are festivally decorated! LoL YEah it was fun times! Nothin really interesting when I got home, Mom was still at work and Anthony was just watchin TV. So I got on here, and WAH LAH! You got a brand Spankin New Live Journal from ME! :-D WoW I feel relatively good about this one! But then again I haven't seen it on the Preview Screen! So I don't know! If it's actually not TOO long I will tell you about the Sarah Story! But for now I'm gonna see if anyone's Online to check it out and see if I should tell the story or just wait for a better time...But until then, I'm out! LOVE YA GUYS! ::MUAH!:: :-* Goodnight! SWEETDREAMZ!!! Yeah well I decided Peace A Chicken is Pretty stupid! So you gotta settle for a simple goonight! Feel free to COMMENT :-D! ~Alex Current Mood: peaceful Current Music: Me Playing Creed "Higher" (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 28th, 2001
11:36 pm	Like they say 3rd...No...5th...Nope...8th....jeeze...10th times a CHARM! WOW first off let me say how much I WANT TO BEAT LIVE JOURNAL! GRRRRR is the only word that comes to mind when I think about how much trouble I've had with this damn thing today! I swear I've tried like 20 times throughout the day to get EVERYTHING workin properly, I think I've hit my Refresh button about 30 times in 5 minutes! whooo wee...Now that I have all that out of my system... ~Anywho~ Well to start my SECOND Novel...No I'm just kidding, HOPEFULLY it won't be as long! But here it goes! So today was just as shitty as yesterday...well no not AS shitty, but it sucked! Yeah so I realize at 6:30!!!! That HEY I HAVE NO CLOTHES CLEAN! So i have to wear this small ass sweater that I shrank by accident and I usually like it, but IT SHRANK and it's uncomfortable! But not goin in to detail with that! Anywho so I was already in a pissy mood by 1st period! And I hate that because I feel so bad for all the people around me! Because I'm always complainin about somethin, and I just have a really dreery attitude! Yeah...Remember Sarah? Yeah She deffinately made me reach the EPEDEMY (spell Check) of pissed! I'm not gonna repeat the commit she made, but me and her had a "thing" and she said something that was REALLY HARSH! I mean I'm just done with her COMPLETELY! I'm sick of playin her little games! GRRR! I hate girls!!! Of course that's NORMAL girls! Not my sweeties! ::MUAH!:: :-* You know who ya are!!!! Anywho To continue with my shitty day! During Rhapsody I was in a really pissy mood, and everything was makin me mad, so I'm apologizin if I was a jerk off to anyone today! :-[ sorry! It's so sad! I'm not even HALF WAY THROUGH MY SOPHMORE YEAR and I'm already sick of High School DRAMA! No, I don't mean BBC Drama, that's one of the FEW things I LOVE about High School! But I mean "He said, She said Bullshit!" Honestly! I mean I love talkin to people about their problems! And I love helping people out! But I hate when peopole ask me about other people and try to get me in to their Gossip circle, just so they can say "Well Alex said!" And yes I can admit I've done this quit often, and it's not with anyone in RIB or BBC, it's just mainly friends from G-field. And Ben T. knows EXACTLY what I'm talkin about! But enough about that! I'm going to continue to the "HAPPY" part of my day! Well after school I was SOOOOOO dreading going home after the DREADFUL night from before! I had no idea what to expect, and to top things off MY MOM WENT TO THE DENTIST and had something PAINFUL done, which I'm not sure was. So I just stayed in my drive way for about 45 minutes and had a DEEP convo with my friend Mary! But all good things must come to and end, and I SLOWLY walked up the stairs on to my porch and went inside. I was preparing myself for the "Where the hell have you been! IT's 3:30 You get out of school at 2:25!" shpeal! (By the way for all of you that notice EVERY little detail and you're wondering "hmmm he gets out of school at 2:25, he stayed and talked for 45 minute and walked in at 3:30...he still had a half an hour, Mary had detention! ;-) Got it?) Anywho, I was really shocked when I heard "Hey hunnie how was your day?" I about fainted! So my mom apologized about the other night and we just talked about how we're "gonna get through this" but we say that...egh every other month, because we ALWAYS have something to Get through! WoW, I ws so trying to keep this short, but appearently I failed! SO I'm just gonna wrap things up! Well this night turned out to be great! At least Family-Wise! In fact my mom's up in the same room and SHE'S NOT BITCHIN AT ME ABOUT BEING ON THE COMPUTER! So me and my mom talked and she told me about the dentist, and then don't ask me why, she asked me to play the guitar for her! And so I did! And she cried! awwwwww don't you love mom's! :') It was the sweetest thing! (Yes I know I contradict myself A LOT about sayin my mom's amazing, then a bitch, then a sweetheart...get used to it! LOL) BUt honestly it was great! She just told me how much I've grown up and how amazing and talented I am, which IS NOT TRUE IN THE LEAST! But it still made me feel good! :-D AND BELIEVE IT OR NOT...I ACTUALLY GOT A LONG WITH MY BROTHER...WELL SORT OF! We Actually had a "Family" dinner too! Which of course consisted of Pizza, Coke, around the coffe table watching Dawson's Creek, but it was honestly...Precious! Because It's been so long since we've ALL gotten along! And me and my brohter actually has a "Brother to Brother" time! LOL We worked out together, which was really cool, because we just talked and lifted weights, and HE ACTUALLY made me feel like a big brohter! Because I was benchin more than him and he was like..."Wow Alex, I hope I'm as strong as you when I'm a sophmore!" I WAS IN SHOCK!!!! I mean it's shocking alone when he talks to me, but COMPLIMENTING ME...WOW! Of course I had to shake it off, and look "Macho" and I was like "You're gettin there bud!" LoL I don't know yeah I'm a dork I know! But seriously My night has just been so awesome! I guess you don't really notice the Good things with a family, unless you have bad! :-D Once again I appreciate all those who actually read all this! It means a lot to me! Seriously! I know that sounds really dorky, but it does, because I always feel like I'm talkin to someone and gettin things off my chest when I write these, and yes I do realize I've only written TWO! but still! And it just helps me out, knowing that people care about my problem! ::TEAR!:: :') Anywho Love ya ALL!!! SORRY IT WAS SO LONG AGAIN! :-/ I'll hopefully get better! Feel free to comment! LOve ya aLL! ::MUAH!:: :-* Good night! I think I'm gonna leave with A quote kinda like Jon! Don't worry I'm not takin your style, it's just for tonight! "Don't always complain about all the bad things in your life, because if there wasn't any bad in it, how could you possibly enjoy the good?" -Alex Renne' Peace-A-Chicken! ~Alex Current Mood: pleased (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 27th, 2001
1:07 am	Day 1 Yes this is still the same day, but obviously it's really late and I started my first one before it was considered "Tuesday". Well where should I start? Hmmmmm...how bout with me wakin up! Well that right there SUCKED! Because frankly, I HAD TO WAKE UP, which made me realize the cruel horrible truth that...Thanksgiving Break is over ::sigh:: So I get to go to SCHOOL! LUCKY ME!!!! I hate getting up! It's like when you're asleep you have no care in the world, it's like my only escape from EVERYTHING! If you only knew... So whenever my evil alarm goes off, it's like a slap in the face with a cold glove lettin me know that I have to face the world another day! But don't worry I'm not going to bust in to my depressed mood. ~Anywho~ School was the same, went to class, nothin interesting really happened in any classes, well besides in English. Today we had to write in our journal about a "Strong Woman" in our lives. And well of course I wrote about my mom, because well frankly she's the strongest woman I know! Honestly! There have been so many times where she could've gave up and just say "Screw it!", but she never has. And all of her acts have been for Us! Us meaning me, my brohter, and sister. Oh yeah, by the way for all you who don't know, Addie Renne' is my sister, just in case you haven't made that connection, anywho...So as I was sayin about my mom. My mom has Busted her ass! It was only a year ago when she was working 4 Jobs at the same time! She held up when my dad left us, and even when we were homeless, Jeeze I just wanna go on about all the shit we've been through, but I don't wanna bore you guys and talk your ear off, but seriously, even though my mom can be a bitch SOMETIMES, She's AMAZING!! That's why me and my brother fight all the time, he has no idea what she does and he's a selfish bastard who has no heart whatsoever, but I'm not goin in to that right now! If you ever get a chance to meet her you should! She's ONE down to earth person! And if you're fake and you don't like REAL people, well then my mom's not your kind of person. ~Anywho~ AS I was saying about my day, see I told you I get sucked in to these little moods. So the rest of the day was fine...Oh yeah except SARAH COOK!!!!!! AGGGGGGHHHH!!!!!! Jeeze, I'm not even gonna start on her tonight. Soon though! Well Meg stopped me in Rhapsody and asked me if I wanted to go out with her and Ben after school before Rhapsody practice, so I said sure and I met her and Ben after school. And it's always an adventure, whenever I go out with Rhapsody Folk. HEHE So anywho, we go to Meg's so she can change and on our way to Wendy's, HEY THERE'S A BIG PUMPKIN IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ROAD. So guess what we decide to do...OF course we did what every other normal person would do, we circled around swung open the door and picked it up!! :-D This is why I love my friends! Cause they're crackheads just like me! LoL What were we plannin on doin with this pumpkin...I have no idea, but hey it sounded like a good idea, so why not? So we get back to the high school and chill in Janet's office like WE ALWAYS DO! And I asked if anyone had an invatation for a Live Journal, AND AWESOME, BRILLIANT, GREAT JANET MANLEY DID!!!! YAY FOR JANET!!! So she gave me this invation and thanks to her I HAVE MY OWN LIVE JOURNAL! I'm sure now that you're wishing she never gave it to me huh? So after I got it set up I changed for Rhapsody. Rhapsody was good, we learned are dances for the Christmas show which by the way our show is in a FREAKIN WEEK! But hey no stress! We got dis! Well the other night when we were at Ben T.'s we were watchin SNL and Sum 41 was on, and I was like "Hey I can play that on my guitar" and so I promised I would bring my guitar to school one day and play it so...we had an hour before Messiah practice started and well Meg ran me home and guess what I got! My guitar and amp! So I was just sittin outside Janet's office jammin for Meg, Ben, and Woody. I sucked, but since they're good enough friends not to let me know they told me I was really good, but I knew they were liein. It's perfectly fine with me because it made me happy that they said I was good! =) So after I had about 5,000 OLD people look at me as if I was a bum on the street beggin for money I decided, hey it's about time to pack it up. So I went to Messiah, which was STRAINING but fine. I always kill my voice when I go because the Tenor's are practically Soprano's! So I managed to get through Messiah alive, and of course afterwards me, Meg, and Ben went to Wendy's. Well...that started out with me hittin this Old Lady in the head with A STRAW WRAPPER! LoL I felt sooooo bad! I didn't mean to, I tried to hit meg with it and WHOOSH it flew off course and WHAM, I was like OMG!!! SO I quickly found my seat. Of course, I'm a poor kid and didn't get anything,and MEGAN AND BEN ARE SUCH BUTT HEADS they got something for me anyway! GRRRRRR ON THEM! THANKS GUYS, LOVE YA! =) Yeah and well Ben's hamburger was completely PINK on the inside, which was REALLY nasty so if he's not at school tommorow...well today, then we all know why! So after pissin Megan off with my 50,000 straws that I popped, we decided to leave! Which by the way Megan I left my shoes in your car, just to let ya know! So of course me and Ben were big Show Choir fags and sand "Shine On Us" the WHOLE ride home, like we do EVERYTIME we get in his car, LOL, and frankly well...it sounded like shit. LOL but Hey after 2 hours of Messiah, we have excuses. So finally after a long Hard day, I'm FINALLY home, but oh no the fun is still not over for ME! ~Anywho~ So I get the pleasure of comin home to my living room In shambles (which was clean the first time I came home) with all my brother's shit scattered EVERYWHERE! And that just makes me so mad! He's such a slob!!! HE's honestly DISGUSTING! So I get on him for that, and we get in a fight like we do everyday. Well this is the part of ME HATING MY BROTHER comes in! So my mom gets home and she's been cryin all day anyway because she's really depressed about the Christmas coming up and she just started a new job and it's not goin as good as she thought and she's talkin about how she's faild us and how this Christmas is going to be terrible because of her. And that just kills me because I just keep tellin her how much I love her and how I don't care about any of the sterotypical crap that comes with Christmas! I told her that I didn't need a 2,000 dollar Christmas, as long as we have a tree, Christmas Music (LoL), and eachother (awwwww isn't it a Halmark moment) that everything's gonna be fine. But she thought I was just sayin that! So my dick head brother decides to be his normal self and he sees that she's upset and crying and stuff, but does he care? HAHA NO! That would be considered feelings, and well him being the Antichrist he doesn't have any of those. So he gives her shit about being late, and she gets even more upset. See they fight all the time, ASK BEN S.! HE KNOWS! Unfortunately he was at my house at one of the times! He knows how inconsiderate, and rude my brother is! Anywho so my mom and brother start fighting and she asked him how his grades were, and he started like a jerk off and said that he doesn't have to tell her and it's none of her buisness. Well she finds out he has an F in Science!!! This totally pisses her off! So they get in a fight over that, and he's cussin at her and bein a dick, and it took every ounce of strength in my body not to tackle him and just start beating the crap out of him!!!!! But I didn't this time! So he went to bed and now my mom's even more upset! And well even though how strong my mom is, she still has her weaknesses, and well whenever she gets this upset, she does the worse thing that I hate for her to do! She starts to drink! And I can't stand it when she's drunk! She's just so stupid, and bithchy! She doesn't ever make sense then gets mad at me! So must of the time I ignore her when she gets drunk. So after a few beers she starts talkin about how she's giving us all up and puttin us in a foster home and all this other shit. ANd whenever she says this...GOd it KILLS ME! It hurst so bad! But I know she's not serious, so I just ignore it! Then she started goin over my homework and I didn't have it finished and she went on rambling how I'm gonna be nothing because I don' thave this ONE STUPID WORK SHEET DONE! OMG!!!! She was drvin me nuts! So I was just like whatever mom! And SHE STARTED DOING IT!!!!! I'M LIKE "MOM WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING!" and she was like appearently you're not gonna do it, so I'm doin it for you. And I was like mom just stop! So she did, and then I just shut her out and I just heard bits and pieces of her teling me to get off the computer, and how I'm a computer junkie and all this other crap! As a matter of fact she just got done bitchin at me for still bein on the computer, but I understand, but I don't care cause whenever she's drunk I don't respect her authority! So she gets pissed off goes either in her room or Outside and SLAMS the door. WELCOME TO MY LIFE!!!!!!! ~Well~ I'm really sorry I just put you through all of that! And if you didn't read all of it I understand I wouldn't have either. BUt I wanred ya, I'm mainly gonna use this to get things off my chest! And when I just need to talk about somethin and no one's here, this is where I'm gonna turn, just to let you know for future reference! Also I'm sorry because this is my First Live Journal and all, and frankly I got a little too excited and wrote about EVERYTHING in VIVID detail! LoL Sorry! I'll get better! Promise! Well I just wanna thank you if you've Read ALL OF THIS! Even if you haven't, and you just read SOME of it, I appreciate it! Well I'll be back on here tommorow, maybe with another fun filled day of my life! FUN FUN!!!! PEACE A CHICKEN! ~Alex Current Mood: pissed off Current Music: None (12 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, November 26th, 2001
11:56 pm	The Saga Continues... Real quick, let me just add that I just Lost 92% of my live Journal not knowing that I had a limited ammount of space! LoL TALK ABOUT A KICK IN THE NUTS! So I had to start all over, and I did not feel like writing everything again, so I just cut like a WHOLE page, LOL Oh well I'm not that interesting anway, but if I get bored one day I'll write it out of the blue. ~Anywho~ So Let's start with ME! Well as you may already have picked up. I'm like most of my friends on here. I love to Sing, it's my one true love, along with Acting. I'm in Rhapsody and Blue which is Hamilton High's Show Choir, which by the way WON THIRD PLACE AT GLEN ESTE, OH YEAH! Oh yeah, by the way I go to Hamilton High. I'm also involved with BBC, well now I am, and we're working on our production of Footloose, and it is Grrrrrreat! Which hell I get the best of both deals, I get to sing and Act! HA what do ya know! BRILLIANT! <<HAHAI love it!~Anywho~ As I was sayin...So yeah, basically I've always been in theatre, and my dream is, hey this might sound surprising, but...BECOME AN ACTOR! Now lots of people say I "look like I play sports", well don't ask me how the hell you can look like you play sports, but appearently I do! But yeah, I love sports, dont' get me wrong, but FRANKLY (<<<HAHA I love that too!) I'M ATHLETICALLY CHALLENGED!!!Honest to God! If it's considered a sport...I'm bad at it! But I still love to play 'em, even though I'm not any good. Now I know this might REALLY contradict everything I just said but...I along with Rhapsody and BBC I also play football for Big Blue! LoL, now I know what you're thinkin "WoW, didn't he just say he was athletically challenged?" yes I did, but see with football EVERYONE automatically makes the team, which means even I can't get cut! SCORE! <<<LOve ya Meg! Well Anywho that's about it mainly, at least the BROAD descriptions, trust me my life's a lot more dramatic than that! But you will all find that out eventually when I get in to my "WoW I have a lot on my mind and I need to get everything off my chest" moods, and I seem to get in those a lot because frankly my life's pretty FUNKED up! I don't wanna use improper language! I never know who's gonna read this! Plus nothing unholy ever comes out of this Angle's Mouth O:-) <<LOL Meg! And Now Your Feature Presentation...Day 1 Alex's Live Journal Current Mood: depressed Current Music: Daily Show Theme Song on Comedy Central (Comment on this)
11:47 pm	The Time Finally Comes WoW finally, AFTER WATING FOREVER, I have a Live Journal! It's amazing! LOL, seriously though, I've been waiting forever to get one of these things, but everyone already invited someone on, so I couldn't get on! :( But ALAST I'M ON! I owe it all to Ms. Janet Manley! THANK YOU SOOOOOO MUCH! Yes, I did say Janet Manley...which means, yes I am another Drama Fag along with all of my good Drama Fag FRIENDS! LOVE YA GUYS! Well I'm just lettin ya know now before you continue, since this is my first Live Journal and all, it's probably going to be rather LONG! So if you don't wanna continue reading...::SIGH:: I understand.. BUUUUUT if you do...YAY! Also another warning, I always have a tendancy to open up REALLY eaisly, and I might say some really personal stuff, so don't get...well I don't know...weird just cause I am! So I just thought I should warn all of you before ENTERING my life! Because that's exactly what's going to happen after reading my Journals. WoW I have no idea where to even start...I have so much to talk about, because my life is JUST that INTERESTING...Ok not really, but I do have A LOT to talk about! So "Let's start from the very beginning...(A Very Good Place To Start)" Yes I am a Drama Fag along with a Show Choir Fag, get used to it! Current Music: None (5 Comments |Comment on this)